I understand that scissors can beat paper, and I get how rock can beat scissors, but there's no f***ing way paper can beat rock! Paper is supposed to magically wrap around rock leaving it imobile? Why the hell can't paper do this to people? Why isn't notebook paper constantly suffocating students while they take notes in class? I'll tell you why: because paper can't beat anybody! When I play rock/paper/scissors, I always choose rock. Then when somebody claims to beat me with their paper I can punch them in the face with my already clenched fist and say, I'm sorry... I thought paper would protect you, you asshole... I am a diabolical yet benevolent puppet master :)... With a tint of innocence. I will always be the virgin-prostitute, the perverse angel, the two-faced sinister and saintly woman.

♥ catnaps. Love and hate. Glam. Art. Fundamentals. Surreptitious trysts. La-di-da obsessions. Irrepressible laughter. Rendezvous. Contradiction. Nostalgia. Fairy tales. Imagination. Dreams of dreams. Fictitious disinterest. Uninhibited expression. Accessories. Fashion. Wine. Bubbly. Beautiful people. Unparalleled lust. Youthfulness. Compassion. Color. Family. Soul mates. Friends. Joy. Tears. Sorrow. Haphazard thoughts. Masquerades. Unfathomable desires. 5'8" originally from guyana, it's a small west indian country in south america, neighboring brazil. I'm a mutt! My mother is portugese, polish and black, and my father is indian and black so that leaves me somewhere in between lol. I'm a spontaneous individual.. Some people can handle that and some people cant. I hate when life is too overly structured. I set long term goals and do my damn best to achieve them. I strive for self acheivement. I'm currently a senior pursuing a degree in interior design/ architecture. I get bored very easily and sometimes I'm difficult to read because I'm lost somewhere in my thoughts. Right now I feel sort of cutt off from the world.. Bored out of my mind and it's making me feel so distant. Its not that I dont have anything to do it's just that I'm in this endless cycle. I think it has a lot to do with my routine school, work, sleep!!! Is that it for life? There has to be more. I'm not like some of the black women who are just intrested in white men because theres a miss conception that "they treat their women better than black men do" or for financial purposes. I've been into white guys since the 2nd grade and I dont think money was an option back then, try candy! I'm just attracted to them for them.

"the pursuit of excellence is a continuous process through life. Enjoy the pursuit."