My ethnicity is | Asian/Black/Mixed |
Status | Single |
Seeking | Long-term/Friends/Penpal |
Have children | No children |
Smoking | Do not smoke, but OK if you do |
Drinking | Drink socially |
Nickname | SakurakoKu, Woman, 34 |
Location | Houston, Texas, USA |
Looking for a | Man, aged 19 - 27, Asian/Native American |
My ethnicity is | Asian/Black/Mixed |
Status | Single |
Seeking | Long-term/Friends/Penpal |
Have children | No children |
Smoking | Do not smoke, but OK if you do |
Drinking | Drink socially |
How would you describe yourself?
You know the wonderful person people tell you about to get you over a bad break up or whatever? The person you doubt to heaven and hell is real or walks the earth? That's me. Friends mean the most to me. I usually end up giving my turns of happiness to friends. I've gone years watching the people I'm in love with or like with my friends. I think in the end what matters is the happiness of the person I love most, would they be happy with me or my friend. I wouldn't want my friend to deal with what I deal with so I put it on myself. I know stupid!! If I want someone I should chase them no matter who's in my way. But I don't like to break hearts. Now that I know what it feels like to be on both sides. The girl cries for her lover to stay, and the girl who made a mistake. I have my own vision on what true love is, and I like it. I am a person who can forgive the post painful scares without forgetting love regardless of what someone does and I want someone who can do the same. I love and love and continue to love no matter how painful. At the same time, I think I'm the biggest fool of them all. Not just loving a lover regardless but friends who betray, abusive mothers, etc.. I get mad at my self about it quite the bit. But I am who I am. And who I am like no one else but me.
I am looking for
I wouldn't say I am looking for a certain guy because I don't know everything about them really if I did I would already be with them lol I want to fall in love not make a test for them to ever fall for me haha. Who ever they are will know they are the one when I tell them :D.